#Day1 Nggak Banget!

 

Dear, You....

Before you come, I always think there’s no one can knock my home. I always said there’s no one home, but I never let every single thing in it. Then, you knock it again…again…and again until I crazily beg you to keep knocking it. I never know that I can feel so distracted because of you. I can’t imagine there’s someone who easily changed my perfect life plan and destroy my idea about everything I think as the best choice, and it’s you. I still never realize that I can be undeniably so happy, and feel the rush. How can I never stop smiling? Ah, you’re so annoying, really annoying. Damn you! I hate you because of settling in my heart. Then…it feels like something here, moving and melting. Ah, I think while I hate you I’m starting to feel this crazy little crush, and…and…and I’m starting to worry that you will break my heart before it’s given to you, you will say ‘no’ before I say the real feeling of mine, and you will feel it’s not good before you try to fit it. But, if there’s nothing to this, and if there’s no such real between us, well…don’t ever give any hope to me, don’t ever let me in if you’re not there, don’t ever let me come closer if there’s already someone home. I don’t want to lose much dear, so please play me fair!

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                                                                                                                            Mels